5 years since my mom had passed away

My mom with one a Harris hawk at a SCA event

Today is the 21st of April that is the 5th Anniversary of my mom had passed away that she had died from cancer in are own home right around 8 P.M. that now it is 5 years since she is gone still feels hollow in my without her around that it still hits me by her not around any more a few times do say to myself Dear God bring my mom back that he wont just be a spirit of her by visit and lead me to help with my grief that mostly light candles for her every night right around 8 pm especially on Thursday nights the night she had died on have a bit more candles for her in her alter that is the one of the few nights I really make sure I light the candles for her and as the same with April 21st as well. We had her memorial service in May of that year on Mother's Day weekend that I only get one real mom even if Sheryl my step mom is now in are lives she wont be my true mom no one well replace her after all she only covers that hole like hollow plywood wont fill up that hole where my mom is that I had been going to a grief group to help with my grief of the lost of my mom that I still go on with life as I can without her so far as well. Never really get over with the lost of her fully as well so far. Do the best what I can by getting on with life with out her as she would want me to do and she would wait much longer for me to reunite with her in Heaven.     

my moms alter during around Halloween

 More post's soon well be publish to the ones what ever religious views that know her send her a prayer to her as well so far.  

Top 10 National Parks that I had been

Old Faithful at Yellowstone Wyoming 

Today is the 17th of April it is the day to another national park where they have it during the week when Earth Day is on that ever since 1872 that claim Yellowstone as the first national park where the government provides away to keep those parks in natural form to preserved them in natural form got the 10 national parks I had went to that do got a Natural monument in this list as well. Let you know their are no state parks on this list that is another list to do.    

 1, Yellowstone (Wyoming)

2, Badlands (South Dakota)

3, Big Bend (Texas)

4, Carlsbad (New Mexico)

5, Grand Canyon (Arizona)

6, White Sands (New Mexico)

7, Devil's Tower (Wyoming)

8, Indiana Dunes (Indiana)

9, Grand Teton (Wyoming)

10, Mesa Verde (Colorado)

Those are the 10 National Parks I been to that I got some Honorable Mentions: Rocky Moutain (Colorado), Guadalupe Mountains (Texas), Wind Caves (South Dakota) and Padre Island (Texas)

Myself as White Sands in New Mexico

Mostly those where some of the National Parks I been to that some you can go that can be more social distance with still dealing with the pandemic soon we might go to Arches National Park in Utah or some of the others as well even would want to go to some outside of the U.S. such as Kakadu National Park and Uluru-Kata Tjuta National Park in Australia. More post's soon will be publish for now Keep on viewing!   

Independent Food Critic: Into using a Blendjet

 This is one of the Into blogs where I right down what I am into doing right now had not did one that is a kitchen appliance that makes it something for Independent Food Critic that is on the Blendjet a portable blender that charges by USB outlet that they are a pretty handy do blend well so far that I had mine since back in February of this year mostly been having a big used of it to make shakes, Icy drinks and even smoothies that one type I been doing was a Orange Cream one from the BlendJet YouTube channel that is my post workout one I normally been having that mostly got me into smoothie making as well so far even been bing-watching things on making smoothies on YouTube even from other types of blenders as well that a BlendJet is a small blender it can blend pretty well depended on what you are trying to blend as well can get stuck for a bit any way. Mostly with this got me to do smoothies by another way to get my self to eat or drink healthy so far as well. I would recommend it as well for something that is a portable blender that blends really well and even for someone that is having protean shakes after workout. Even had made some my own types of smoothies that I well share them soon on upcoming blogs. For now keep on viewing!

Independent Food Critic: Thirsty Thursday Mtn Dew Maui Burst

 Today is Thursday where I share a drink to you that it is on one of the line of Mt Dew's that it is on the Maui Burst that has a blast of pineapple flavor that I got it from the Dollar G close by since I did not fine any of those Pepsi Peeps that I had been suggested on Facebook had drank it live on Facebook by having title saying Drinking Pepsi Peeps saying April Fools by not having it that the Mt Dew Maui Burst was really taste mostly a citrus pineapple taste been into things with pine apples with smoothies soon do a Pina Colada smoothie mostly Virgin for now not really into much with alcohol drinking any way as I used to that I am also being limited on soda drinking that if you really like MT. Dew and pineapple that you well like this drink as well.  More post's soon be publish and for now keep on drinking and viewing!

Independent Food Critic: YouTube recipes Orange Cream Smoothie

 This is the first post of the month of April that it is a YouTube recipe one where I write down the experience on making something that I got from a YouTube video this one is on the Orange Cream smoothies that I been making it a few times as my after workout smoothie so far as well had that as the idea for Thirsty Thursday decide to do it as YouTube recipes where this one it from the BlendJet YouTube channel had publish on Feb 22, 2021 mostly been into using my Blendjet as well that the ingredient are orange juice, yogurt, Vanilla extract and a half of a banana the first time I forgot to place the banana in it as well had to stop the blending process to place bananas in also had used vanilla syrup a few times that the video title is Orange cream Smoothie and in the video is Orange Julius smoothie also have a similar video by title call Orange Julius Smoothie that was publish on Apr 2, 2019 that used the Blendjet 1 and used vanilla yogurt instead of the extract as will. Also say any type of Yogurt in the Oreange Cream one. Mostly supposed to like a orange Cream sickle do have a healthy tasty way to have after my work out and it is something to recommend to make if you own a Blendjet just like I do after all. Be doing more post's soon for now keep on viewing!